From the recording Lit-Hop Lessons - Volume 2
Subject: On grief, survival, and the books that hold us together when everything else falls apart
A bookmark is a small act of return. You put it down because you plan to come back.
Bookmark is a song about the periods in life when that return feels uncertain — when loss has stripped away the familiar structures and you're not sure what you're orienting toward anymore. It's about reaching for books in those moments not because they have answers, but because they hold still when nothing else does.
There's a reason reading shows up in grief. A book doesn't need you to be okay. It doesn't ask how you're doing. It just stays open at the page you left it, waiting, patient in a way that people — even the kindest ones — sometimes can't be. Bookmark understands that, and it doesn't try to pretty it up.
The track sits differently from everything else on this album. Where other lessons here take on myths, systems, planets, and institutions, this one goes small and quiet. One person. One loss. The small rituals of survival. It earns its place on the syllabus precisely because it's the reminder that radical empathy starts close — with yourself, with your own grief, with giving yourself permission to just hold the page and not turn it yet.
Themes: grief, memory, reading as survival, the rituals that keep us going, loss and the slow work of return
If this track made you think about: a book you turned to during a hard time, or someone you lost, or the strange comfort of a story that has nothing to do with your life but somehow holds it anyway — that's exactly where this lesson lives.
Lyrics
Bookmark a memory - Point to philosophy
Bookmark a memory - Fill in the history
Bookmark a memory - The rest is a mystery
Bookmark a memory - Extract me from misery
Found it when I was digging through
Aftermath of a life with you
Time went on I lost my will
How it all happened I can’t distill
Started so juicy and full of life
Over time broke down - couldn’t stand strife
Weak foundations cracked in two
Loose bond meant no breakthrough
Bookmark a memory - Recall past reliably
Bookmark a memory - Forecasts a prophecy
Bookmark a memory - Hippocampus delivery
Bookmark a memory - Foundation leads to victory
Funny because what I was reading
Teaching me I needed to be leaving
Tale of female suppression and escape
A surprise story you made me relate
I judged you poorly but mistakes help you grow
It was agony but I’m grateful I know
Unbearable distress such a mess
This kind of trauma leaves bitterness
Bookmark a memory - Point to philosophy
Bookmark a memory - Fill in the history
Bookmark a memory - The rest is a mystery
Bookmark a memory - Extract me from misery
I refuse to choose to lose
heal my wounds and ignore news
Strength will returns
A yearn to restore in hearts it burns
I’m reading so much more
Use the lost bookmark like a front door
Put it in books that scare me less
Lucky to be here - a work in progress
Bookmark a memory - Recall past reliably
Bookmark a memory - Forecasts a prophecy
Bookmark a memory - Hippocampus delivery
Bookmark a memory - Foundation leads to victory
